is it jealousy? love? or sturbborness??

hias i am happy when i saw that person laugh or smile.. i feel jealous when that person laughs and enjoy other ppl (whom i hate) chit chat.. hias..i wan go closer and feel that person presence.. i feel like that person is dirfting away.. i wan grab and hug that person.. lols.. -- mushy uh?

i still my recent ex.. and that person.. i want try talk with that person but my mind! my feeling! and my conscience do not allow me to.. i dun know y.. i hate, and got upset by that person cos of that person stuipd mind.. lols.. mm.. if i have to choose btw them ..i may choose that person or no one.. cos that ex is not going to have me back again.. he dun understand.. and that person dun know anything.. that person may be attached.. hias.. i dun mine.. i will just wish that person happiness..