mm.. i m unwell n feeling wrong again!!

no! i cant be like this..

missing that person n hating the other person.. wat to do? no no no i guess its just normal feeling ya? .. i m confused today..

mm m i too immature, too weird, too over-reacted, too childish n selfish? yea i m..uh? hias ya i m.. that y i m boring n too weird a person to talk to.. yea.. yea.. hias watever..

well i hv a bad stomach today this morning n now i m better.. mm i m bored too. hias well i feel like a kid n dk how to be like a teen.. well next year i will be adult ;) but :( i m still immature. n no job. my family is in chaos due to that old man fault. all men r realli a headache.. i shldnt.... shldnt hv believed in love b4 . love can be meant for other things ya? care, concern, thoughts for poor children who r orphans, worse-off families, n i can only trust n love my FATHER... i only can believe in him...he can do wat i ask for n he made me.

mm so.. i shldnt ever, ever fall in love in rush n hv r/s or else the same old thing will happens again..