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mm i m quite confused..

wat is love? wat is money? and wat do i exactly wan? hias.. i dunno wat i wan in this life on this living planet.. i m afraid of being hurt, hate to cry, hate all liars.. n sometimes i dun get it at all why that thing is like tat or y is it happening to me..even it hurt me a lot.

i dw tat mm.. i dun nid anyone.. i dw to talk, listen, but just being in my own world... i

am scared indeed.. hias well c who gonna changed me.. hoping he or she is not wanting to have me for herself or himself-- i hate tat. i realli detest it..

Hey hi I m bck

Hey hi I m bcd!

please!!

i wan a music player like small nano? mp3? ipod touch? and wifi!! heehee.. o aw.. who can buy one of them as my bday gift?0.0 lol..

mmm...

smth wrong..
my dreams seldom come true but however they do.
i dreamt of that place n yet i went there unknowingly.. isnt it weird..my
ears hurt.. n i sweat n i always fell like someone poking me n i woke up in a start. but
there is no one.
mm i told mum abt it but
she didnt even care. i always fear the darkness, the toilet bowl, the living room n under the bed, as if there is someone heree. n mum also said that she suspects there ghosts in our home that causes my parents to fight constantly, n so? didnt in our old home they also fight.. hias..
i also feel that way.. whenever i sleep , mum said i always shiver and kick the bad as if i m hving a nightmare.. idk y..but i once tried n its cos i dreamt falling down the stairs, n so mayb that wat caused me shivered?
mm dreams vividly will come true. i guess...
i even dreamt hanging out at the graveyard with hot vampyre kissing me, holding hands, n lying on his bed naked behind the blanket, looking at the stars.. through his roof.. romantic>< hahas it will not come true. if yes many ppl here in the world will be suffering n bags of bloods frm the hosp will go missing ya? :) mm well i just want to say it out. cos i dun feel smth gd.. well i gtg n bathe ;) bye.

mm.. i m unwell n feeling wrong again!!

no! i cant be like this..

missing that person n hating the other person.. wat to do? no no no i guess its just normal feeling ya? .. i m confused today..

mm m i too immature, too weird, too over-reacted, too childish n selfish? yea i m..uh? hias ya i m.. that y i m boring n too weird a person to talk to.. yea.. yea.. hias watever..

well i hv a bad stomach today this morning n now i m better.. mm i m bored too. hias well i feel like a kid n dk how to be like a teen.. well next year i will be adult ;) but :( i m still immature. n no job. my family is in chaos due to that old man fault. all men r realli a headache.. i shldnt.... shldnt hv believed in love b4 . love can be meant for other things ya? care, concern, thoughts for poor children who r orphans, worse-off families, n i can only trust n love my FATHER... i only can believe in him...he can do wat i ask for n he made me.

mm so.. i shldnt ever, ever fall in love in rush n hv r/s or else the same old thing will happens again..

hias i m so tired..

i m realli tired..
i wan to hv a job, easy life.. n yet.. hias..so bored too. i m already bankrupt sia--

hias i urgently need as job..

wa lao i m on strike. i realli nid to work sia-- hias .. how so devasting.. so headache man! i wan earn my own keeping n dun bother those parents.. i can be independent ya?

hias o ..god pls.. i realli nid a job.. where to find one?

borring life..

i am so bored.. and i feel like want knw more abt that person but it seem like not polite. it erm.. must give that person space ya? n privacy too.. hias.. well i wun mind so much. hope that person is alrite. mm now wat to do..wkend always borring de. i always go lib lib lib then tour aroung the place-- in the end i either spent a lots or nth at all besides the food.. weird ya? lols--i wan kill someone. the com is at the wrong place. thAT old man always walk there and here! wth. he is a jerk!

mm.. i m boredd

well...mm..i dunno wat to do today.. lols i just went to pasir ris then bugis. mm i think ice-cream can cheer me up.. hias.. i m tired of everyone. mm i shldnt be selfish yA?;) they have their own freedom n i wont bother abt it. it their own choices. i m a fool too. always been lied to and fooled. uh.. nvm i can take it. i only hv one life. i shld enjoy this life ya?

What message would you want to put in a fortune cookie?

u will have a baby

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If your house was on fire and you could only grab three things, what would they be?

money, food, clothin

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What's this all about 91% love? HAHAHA Angela with who?

mm u ask her hahas

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i zip my mouth off lorh ~ :D

hahas

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I know what is 91%. Love right?

ya la but ur partner dk mah

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yea i rmb it! hahahaha :D 91% is damn high!

yea. shh hahas

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lalalala~ :D don't say wth so much uhhh! ^^

u also la. u also say wtf! --

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HAHAHAH THEN OKAY LORH ;D

k

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LOL, they keep telling you about DSLR le xD

ya..
thy both have same minds! wow! rmb that 91% love?

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Digital single-lens reflex --DSLR!

............k!

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What's one food you'll never eat again?

blue coral bubble teaaa yuck

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HAHAHA THEN YOU SHOULD CHANGE YOUR PHOTO LA!

-- wth.

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YOU KNOW THE FULL NAME OF DSLR MAH?! TELL ME!

yt said alr.. -.- n yx too. two sisters.. told me at the same time hahas

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Digital single-lens reflex --DSLR

yayaya

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DSLR stands for Digital Single Lens Relfex. GET IT

lols will forget abt it soon. i m old old

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What's the best place near you to get some ice cream?

mac lor

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What would be the best workplace perk?

mm office?
play com games in silent hahas

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Google DSLR! You should know it!

lols sk told me liaao.. but.. hahas i think she dk the full name

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lol, your photo in your profile is so weird~

0.0 shut up

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dslr means that camera la~ DSLR

oo

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Would you rather live without your dslr or a comp?

wat is dslr? can live lols. i did it before

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Would you rather live without your phone and a camera?

no

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Do you tend to be shy or an attention seeker?

both?

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What country's cuisine is your favorite?

korean beef

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Who's the coolest person you know?

yu ting

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What's the longest you've ever gone without a bath or shower?

yew

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What's your favorite season of the year?

spring?

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If you had to cook dinner for someone tonight, what would you make?

birthday cake??

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If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be?

yan xin, yu ting and skk

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Who's the funniest person you know?

claira

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If you could have been the author of any book, what would it have been?

twilight hahas

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wat to do.. :(

wat to do.. :(

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hiAS..

this morning texting to someone abt my sorrow and my prepaid card finish.. hiass that bad. the line on my arms realli hurt but my bleeding heart hurt even more n more.. hias i wan a job..

i have to find no matter what. i m not gonna depend on them , and wok even harder for future uses. i may lose jobs and those money may helps to keep me alive..

hiass now i go try at jobsatstreet.com? mayb..

do u want learn knitting?!

do u want learn knitting?!

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What is your goal? I mean now.

What is your goal? I mean now.

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ask me !!! smth u realli wan to knw and next time dun ask meee

ask me !!! smth u realli wan to knw and next time dun ask meee

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ask me difficult question la!!

ask me difficult question la!!

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which shopping center is the best?

which shopping center is the best?

Answer here

lols so boring..

hias i m realli upset abt smth. hias nvm i m realli tired today. tml will be another shining day. i will nvr depend on ppl! i must stay strong! ^^ lols.. mm i wan learn how to knit mittens but dun hv the equipment and its quite expensive.. lols n now i m not working anymore.. wat to do then? lols i m damn today ya?

i wan damn die

i wan to work sia

i dun wanna live

i wan to run away from home and live by myself.

i dun trust anyone and i m all by myself

everyone around me is taking me as a fool and lie to me

why? why?!!! i m not a foool

i can do it i can stay strong.. :( u bitches and baddies,.....

mm i shld set my shedule hahas

morning..(sat and sun)

1. 7am-8.30am online.



2. 8.30am-8.45am bathing



3. 8.45am-9.30am knitting and watching tv



4. 9.30am-11am online



5. 11am-12.30pm go library time!



6. 12.30pm-12.55pm lunch and tv.



7. 12.55pm-4pm hang out, go anywhere



8. 4pm-4.30pm journey home



9. 4.30pm-4.55pm bathing



10. 4.55pm-5.55pm tv



11. 5.55pm-7pm online



12. 7pm- 10pm tv!!

mmm hope it went all rite..

tml i m goin to that person house. i dun hv powerpoint mah n i hv to do bio presentation.. wth that old man is smoking again. he stinks!--hias hope i m strong to face her. now we just normal frens.. hope so.. my feelings.. unbearable. well i have nth left to say. mm.. dunno y got headache these days sia. i cnt even take an afternoon nap. i will hace bad headache after this.. lols smth wrong.. choy! hahas,, mm
japan got earthquake... maybe we shld go other country. mum keep persuading me to cancel the trip.. lols.. taiwan? australia? nah that fren of mine dw.. lols she wan go japan-- d lor. later other ppl choose the country she dw ..n dk how she reacts hahas.. she just too young.. but got big ambitions. hahas. hope goddess protects us..

hias boring..and a little upset.

mm.. my that person.. hias i just suck lols.. suck at love lols. i even made that person cry ytd.. --mm well i kept telling myself not to go further..in love. that person one day have to face the worst difficulties.. hias..life sucks. love sucks too.. :( i do want fall in sweet love but i had enough troubles facing right now..

i even dk i can made it to japan. this kind of old man is not to be exist. he is making me wanting to kill him. well i m not that stupid. wish god and grandpa teach him a cruel lesson..-.- i have enough. he was asking me i knw how to get passport anot?! wth! that means no one is accompanying me to lavender to collect my passport. i even think that he wants my mum to work for $$$ instead of collecting my passport! is he insane? i wanna call MH. wat a shit. hope the crow fuck on him wholely.-- i ...hias.. i got enough liao. if mum insist on not going, i dun address these parents to be exist and they r just like my foster parents. eddy he? he also go to hell. he has no respect. my parents spoil him at first and now wat? they ignored him! they not fit to be parents?!THEN WHY DO THEY HAVE US? ................................ I M IN PAIN..REALLY AN UNBEARABLE PAIN. I DUN EVEN WAN STAY AT HOME . I WAN MOVE OUT AND GO TO WORK. I WONT GIVE A CENT TO THIS KNID OF FAMILY! WHY SHLD IBE THE ONE SUFFERING AT THIS STUPID AGE?!!!

is it jealousy? love? or sturbborness??

hias i am happy when i saw that person laugh or smile.. i feel jealous when that person laughs and enjoy other ppl (whom i hate) chit chat.. hias..i wan go closer and feel that person presence.. i feel like that person is dirfting away.. i wan grab and hug that person.. lols.. -- mushy uh?

i still my recent ex.. and that person.. i want try talk with that person but my mind! my feeling! and my conscience do not allow me to.. i dun know y.. i hate, and got upset by that person cos of that person stuipd mind.. lols.. mm.. if i have to choose btw them ..i may choose that person or no one.. cos that ex is not going to have me back again.. he dun understand.. and that person dun know anything.. that person may be attached.. hias.. i dun mine.. i will just wish that person happiness..

i want thank my friends!

mm... lols my friends sometimes hv nth to talk to me..i do get lonely. well it doesnt matter cos i also nth to say to them. they did tried to help me out especially yu ting.. she is cheerful and smart at certain events or things. yan xin is an express level! i admire her. i think she do not have to worry about her finding a job.. hahas. mansura that ah ma? lols she is SO FUNNY HAHAS. and she got a lot of experience since sec1 to sec5 now! ..mm.. does she has a bf? maybe yes.. bleh.. hahas. thanks to them. ;)
mm.. another one..mm we both have same birthday month and same birth character... lols. i regard her as best friens.. or maybe not.. cos she dun really get it.. hias.. i thinking we are sisters in past lives.. lols. hahas.. impossible la. lols. mm.. well i just err.. 520 la. lols! shh.. just zip ur mindset and mouth! yu ting shh!!!!!! lols.. mm.. boring day today.. :(

y??? i dun understand!

hias i really hate someone now.. that person dun really get it. i want to grow loving that person but i think it impossible.. there will be trouble de... lols. how? my feeling r so mixed up with hatred,sadness and fonding to kiss that person.. lols-- (hey dun puke hor counsellor yeo--) mm.. i only got back my two common test papers.. i just pass lols.. hope these other papers the marks r scored half the full marks.. ^^ that enough for me.. lols..

i say so many lols uh? lols. i m miss lols hahas..i m gonna go pub on my birthday and share a sip with my special friend... lols..dun tell u. hahas. >.<>

YEAH!!!!!!!!!my hard work are fufilled!!!

lols... just finish my exams!!!! mm..i may pass my biology, social studies, .... lols i am not sure abt the others.. well i can take i dun care abt the grade..as long i passed even 50% too.. i wanna enjoy. if i m 18, if i m strong, if i have no 'watermelon'.. i will be able to rock the pub! hahas.. lols just orange juice lols..
i may even work at ease and earn more money FOR MYSELF! i dun bother that old man! he takes them for granted! -- jerk! all men said they worked hard and in stress and TIERD!
shit la. still,, women the best!!!! for real sia. they gave birth, work, take care of the household, discipline the children and children sometimes a headache ya?.. ^^ lols so women the best! men just lazybones. uh! some women cant take it and even divorce or ran away frm home cos just they CANT TAKE IT COS OF Ushe MEN! WTH! LOLS.. wth i m talking abt here..
uh ry is BAD VERY BAD at commets so wat if her eng is gd?!she flat and SHE WILL SAY 'YUCK! AH... WORMS.." WTH.. SOME PPL are good at volunteering work in africa. africa is quite a poor counry cos of the weather condition ... hias i m lucky to be singaporean":)

i curse him

I CURSE HIM FATHER OF MINE. I WILL SAY IT!!! I BANISH HIM OUT OF MY LIFE AND MY DOOR OG FAMILY! I WILL NEVER MOURN HIS DEATH FOF WTH HE HAS HAD DONE AND STILL. HE GAMBLES STUPIDLY, SMOKIN AND LIKE AN INSANE MAN SHOUTING FOR MONEY IN THE HOUSE! ANGRY FOR NOT HAVING MONEY I DARE TO GIVE HIM MY GRANDPA HELL MONEY! I PARY PRAY MY GRANDPA WILL PULL HIM ONE DAY . HE IS MAD. HE IS NOT SUITABLE TO BE A FATHER. HE IS A DOOM! EVEN HADES DID NOT WANT HIM IN HELL. I WILL NEVER TREAT HIM AS FATHER? SHUT HIS MIND OFF!@!!!!! HE IS GOONA DIE WITH REGRETS... ALL MEN ARE THE SAME. UNAWARE OF WOMEN FEELING. STUPID!!!!!!!! THEY HAVE NO BRAIN! EVEN WITH BRAINS THEY ARE LAZY. A FATHER DUN ASK HIS DAUGHTER TO AFFORD THE SCHOOL MONEY! WTH. HE EATS SHIT LA.

Yo Miss Counsellor Yeo is here to update ;

It is been a long time i last chat with you here. Know what i am doing here? Just to correct you. Not trying to be nagging, Miss Lim. Glad that you are doing well in your studies. Clap clap* Great, gonna have fun in June holiday (: Don't follow your aunt's footstep. You are smart enough to know what you are doing. I suppose. Well, You once said that, I am not suppose to know something that i should not know, right my dear? But now I'm sixteen this year. You should know what I am talking about. Shall not elaborate then. That's all i wanna say. Guess so? Just what's up with your friendships? Aiyoooo. You wanna put your blog as private? Didn't know you got younger sister?

hias@@

i realli hate my entire life. so tiring, borinh, lonely, and stressful. why do i exist? i have nth to do with anything and i am even scared of death. i didnt want to both live and die. i even dreamt of my mum died in a hospital when i was already married. either it telling me if i m married to someone will die or a spirit is haunting me or my mum...hias well i got enough. no one is gonna force me to do things i dun like or want to. hias i am too exhausted.

i just wish i could meet my dead elder sister when i aged and die. she died during abortion ... i do realli hate everyone except her...she had been with me since i was bornt till my cruel parents cast her away with the ritual. they will get their retribution especially my dad. my mum even talked rubbish 100% stupid thinking my dad got proper job after casting my sister! he got mistress! lazy to work! lied,borrow money even during chinese new year! and i curse him with aids! i wont even bother to mourn. my mum is just a weakling and i m not gonna suffer stupidly like her. to me now... i cant believe in anyone else. they may lead me to trouble and may even be death. ppl and i we all are like weaklings...

lols lalas.. i m happy;)

this year must be a gd year. (despite staying for maths tutorial i will show mr faisal my common test results!! --) mm... well thats wat my um told me. my dad has been working (or fooling around) since late night till morning and i m ...in relationship again@@ yt! stop naggin to me next mon! hahas... mm...i bet i can last quite long with her or him. since last year after that foolish brk up, i feel like enough to date. cos i have been failing my date. cos of my trust. well mum married wrong man i do fear i would end up like her. or my big aunt. my aunt got pregnant at 17 which is my THIS YEAR AGE! which i fear i may get pregnant.. lols and my aunt bf died in accident just after their daughter was bornt. ..sad thing ya? my aunt has been like hating her mayb? they were not in gd rs.. my aunt has always takes me as a her daughter since i was bornt.. ;) well happy to hv two mothers.

mmm hope i could pass all my subjects at least 60%. lols. even mr ramlee said that sec3na since in 1990? idk la. its been a long time that no one in sec3na pass english in those years. my CLASS has to pass or else dk who is gonna kill me.. or us.. ppl dependin on sec3na lor.. hias so stressful.

mm i in rs so ..i shld try to last long no matter wat. i knw i m destined to be single but hope and pray to god that i could last at least 3 mths rs with my other half. ;) SHUT UP YT-- thk guys reading my this blog. take care. common test coming.

hias i am so devasted

i wan to buy black candle but dk where to buy or how to go n buy.. yet its nid money wah..

i wan to work and it tiring to go to work straight from school. hias wat can i do? i nid help.. nah no one can get an answer from me why i nid a black candle. i just nid it for fun k?! lols.. i am so vexed. hate to go to sch. ouch my back pain.i gotta buy rice for lunch. gd luck for ur common test!