i curse him

I CURSE HIM FATHER OF MINE. I WILL SAY IT!!! I BANISH HIM OUT OF MY LIFE AND MY DOOR OG FAMILY! I WILL NEVER MOURN HIS DEATH FOF WTH HE HAS HAD DONE AND STILL. HE GAMBLES STUPIDLY, SMOKIN AND LIKE AN INSANE MAN SHOUTING FOR MONEY IN THE HOUSE! ANGRY FOR NOT HAVING MONEY I DARE TO GIVE HIM MY GRANDPA HELL MONEY! I PARY PRAY MY GRANDPA WILL PULL HIM ONE DAY . HE IS MAD. HE IS NOT SUITABLE TO BE A FATHER. HE IS A DOOM! EVEN HADES DID NOT WANT HIM IN HELL. I WILL NEVER TREAT HIM AS FATHER? SHUT HIS MIND OFF!@!!!!! HE IS GOONA DIE WITH REGRETS... ALL MEN ARE THE SAME. UNAWARE OF WOMEN FEELING. STUPID!!!!!!!! THEY HAVE NO BRAIN! EVEN WITH BRAINS THEY ARE LAZY. A FATHER DUN ASK HIS DAUGHTER TO AFFORD THE SCHOOL MONEY! WTH. HE EATS SHIT LA.

Yo Miss Counsellor Yeo is here to update ;

It is been a long time i last chat with you here. Know what i am doing here? Just to correct you. Not trying to be nagging, Miss Lim. Glad that you are doing well in your studies. Clap clap* Great, gonna have fun in June holiday (: Don't follow your aunt's footstep. You are smart enough to know what you are doing. I suppose. Well, You once said that, I am not suppose to know something that i should not know, right my dear? But now I'm sixteen this year. You should know what I am talking about. Shall not elaborate then. That's all i wanna say. Guess so? Just what's up with your friendships? Aiyoooo. You wanna put your blog as private? Didn't know you got younger sister?

hias@@

i realli hate my entire life. so tiring, borinh, lonely, and stressful. why do i exist? i have nth to do with anything and i am even scared of death. i didnt want to both live and die. i even dreamt of my mum died in a hospital when i was already married. either it telling me if i m married to someone will die or a spirit is haunting me or my mum...hias well i got enough. no one is gonna force me to do things i dun like or want to. hias i am too exhausted.

i just wish i could meet my dead elder sister when i aged and die. she died during abortion ... i do realli hate everyone except her...she had been with me since i was bornt till my cruel parents cast her away with the ritual. they will get their retribution especially my dad. my mum even talked rubbish 100% stupid thinking my dad got proper job after casting my sister! he got mistress! lazy to work! lied,borrow money even during chinese new year! and i curse him with aids! i wont even bother to mourn. my mum is just a weakling and i m not gonna suffer stupidly like her. to me now... i cant believe in anyone else. they may lead me to trouble and may even be death. ppl and i we all are like weaklings...

lols lalas.. i m happy;)

this year must be a gd year. (despite staying for maths tutorial i will show mr faisal my common test results!! --) mm... well thats wat my um told me. my dad has been working (or fooling around) since late night till morning and i m ...in relationship again@@ yt! stop naggin to me next mon! hahas... mm...i bet i can last quite long with her or him. since last year after that foolish brk up, i feel like enough to date. cos i have been failing my date. cos of my trust. well mum married wrong man i do fear i would end up like her. or my big aunt. my aunt got pregnant at 17 which is my THIS YEAR AGE! which i fear i may get pregnant.. lols and my aunt bf died in accident just after their daughter was bornt. ..sad thing ya? my aunt has been like hating her mayb? they were not in gd rs.. my aunt has always takes me as a her daughter since i was bornt.. ;) well happy to hv two mothers.

mmm hope i could pass all my subjects at least 60%. lols. even mr ramlee said that sec3na since in 1990? idk la. its been a long time that no one in sec3na pass english in those years. my CLASS has to pass or else dk who is gonna kill me.. or us.. ppl dependin on sec3na lor.. hias so stressful.

mm i in rs so ..i shld try to last long no matter wat. i knw i m destined to be single but hope and pray to god that i could last at least 3 mths rs with my other half. ;) SHUT UP YT-- thk guys reading my this blog. take care. common test coming.