Saturday, September 7, 2013


i met them frm ite. i m lucky to know them. i once hurt deeply by my close fren ex bf.. in silence or even in open areas.. but i dare not burst cos i dw to hurt her. i m  in the wrong. i shldnt matchamde them both before knwing one another well. my reckless decision had lead to an outcome. my fren probably trying to hate him. well to me i think hate is an option. forgive but i cnt forget.
The second photo..i meet more since i been hurt deeply i dicovered thr r ore who r concerned abt me n even my fren. i m realli thankful tat they r wif us at tat time.. whn i burst my anger at tat brainless guy. i rmb i cried realli hard wif tremble i wanna stop but i cldnt. i even stupid to think of the classmates opinion of tat situation tat time tat i dw to cont cryng but i [probably in deepest fear tat i cnt stop crying. things from then on changed.. i became more watchful n more on guard against especially guys.. but i m lucky to hv frens old n new. ;) love u cnt keep long but friendship u can.

i miss them. i miss the good times. it been log  seen my blog.. omg.. seriously i  m reallli naive in the past..i reall had nth much to say..i probably changed..

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Saturday, July 30, 2011

mm i m quite confused..





wat is love? wat is money? and wat do i exactly wan? hias.. i dunno wat i wan in this life on this living planet.. i m afraid of being hurt, hate to cry, hate all liars.. n sometimes i dun get it at all why that thing is like tat or y is it happening to me..even it hurt me a lot.





i dw tat mm.. i dun nid anyone.. i dw to talk, listen, but just being in my own world... i





am scared indeed.. hias well c who gonna changed me.. hoping he or she is not wanting to have me for herself or himself-- i hate tat. i realli detest it..

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

please!!

i wan a music player like small nano? mp3? ipod touch? and wifi!! heehee.. o aw.. who can buy one of them as my bday gift?0.0 lol..