hahas i m telling smth tst i cnt hold it in my heart long hehe..i dk how to explain but i guess this pic says it all..

i meet him in april intake. i wasnt realli close to him.. lets say he is. mr.crush. we both at same age n i started to like him since edge camp. i  dk la.. we were well, to me hving fun chatting n i even rmb i pinched him! for fun wah.. then i even took his french fries^^ i wasnt hungry but i like fooling around wif him. after tat camp everything turned unreal. i wasn ttalking to him at all n vice versa. its like we were both totally strangers even up to now. i just txt him only. i dk why the hell i like him so i tot to myself maybe it just admiration. he gd in both practical and theory works, fit, not tat handsome,, hashahs i always joke wif my frens he has two sausages looking like mouth hahas. nerd but practical :/ i dun like practical guy..
then once my class n i hving just a PLAIN QUIZ! e damn dw to tell us ans n just save himself. frm then on i begin to judge him. i heard ppl saying he ike choibu type. i m not tat sexy or pretty or fair girl.  i m just tan, short, deaf plus dk how to spk chinese even i m.. lols.
then i aso noticed he is close to a malayy girl but she is kinda mixed race n fair. preety of course n cool type. who wun like.... or else men blind liao. ya i once asked him do u like her. he just said just close frens. tat time my heart beat fast..like happy? but not totally. men can like so us.. hais i then decided to give him up. since edge camp tilll maybe soon ltr i m gg to give him up. liking aperson so long brings me nth but meaningless hope. m..3 mths eh. siao din dong la i.. i m still young. like i wan him liao.
bye bye my crush. or dead-heart-crush

wendy.